Did You Miss Me?

I have been busy lately. A lot of changes have been going on.

Lately, I have been having conversations with the ONE man I am involved with about a lot of things including being poly. He is not my boyfriend, we have a primal relationship. There are obstacles that have kept us from actually exploring dating each other, distance being one.

He is not poly, at most he would be a kinkster. He wants to keep our options open but the reality is at this point there are potential limits. I could not agree to marry him because I know I don’t want to have to choose between the man and woman I love. Really the breaking point for him is me having a parallel relationship with someone else that he can not be sexually involved in.

I tried to explain this is not about having some side piece.  I even addressed my lover as my wife, to help him understand this would be a serious relationship. Not just someone to spice up bed activity.

I don’t normally have such a serious conversation so soon, but he has been very stern in his desire of me. I needed him to understand what all that includes, I am not into wasting anyone’s time.

We have a chemistry, even though I think he is crazy sometimes, LOL.

At the moment, he is the only man who I have a total sexual drive for. It could because of the distance but I am game to see where it goes.

I still want a girlfriend. Lol.

Published in: Me and Poly on July 21, 2015 at11:36 AM Comments Off
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