Did You Miss Me?

Well I missed you all, lol.

I have started writing a non-lifestyle related work, so I have focused on that. Now that I am clear on my characters as people I can continue blogging. I have not mentioned it to many that I am writing because I don’t want any creative interference. People don’t mean to be a distraction they just want to feel creative.

I am not sure if I am going to do any creative writing that is reflective of the Lifestyle. I don’t think my type of edge can be handled by the public.

Some of you visit to see where I am in starting a new dynamic. Well there has been a major change. I have lost my desire for men sexually. It happens, once I went four years without being with a man or even thinking about one. I will always and still love my gay porn, just not interested in being intimate with a man.

I have been in denial about it building for sometime. Yet the last few times I had sex, I had to imagine being with a woman to get off. It was not my partner, it was me. Just where my head is.

Will I want to be with a man again? Don’t know.

Now how does that affect a Lifestyle dynamic? It doesn’t to in my opinion. My orgasm is not apart of my dynamics. Just means if a man wants to be in a dynamic with me, he needs to understand he will not be having sex with me. So all of you ‘I am the best oral servant ever’ s-types need not apply here.

How this will affect my blog, you will read more about me and women is all. MAYBE! I know I will still have articles reading someone the riot act.

My friends find it funny that I still get off on Gay porn but I don’t want to have sex with a man. It is my fetish is all I can say. Even funnier to them, I am not a fan of Lesbian porn. It does nothing for me.

I have closed most the profiles I had on other social sites, except for Fet and those that I use to promote my pay sites.

I am going to try to visit more often. I am sure with the acceptance if this transition, I will have plenty to share.



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